(ignore me, i'm writing nonsense.)

somehow i think
you're the reason i feel this way

for a long time
i felt more lonely than ever

seeing your face
seeing your smile

i felt a twisted knot inside

i never really showed
this other side of me

who still remembers

what it feels like to miss you
what you like and don't
the warmth of your hand
the way you teased me
the way you mess up my hair

each time we walk past each other
like strangers
i hold back
my tears

i used to wonder
if we could ever be friends again

i cannot remember the last time i spoke to you
seems like forever
and forever is a long time

i told myself i'm over you
i just kept on pretending
and playing this game

alone

but i suppose i'm tired
just a little too tired now

maybe i'll stop pretending

you still make my heart skip a beat
do you know?