do you think,
one could get addicted to a certain kind of sadness?

not the kind that makes your tears flow down your face,
yet you are just crying deep down inside.


and there is absolutely nothing you can do to make yourself feel better.

Somehow, being happy is just like
Running away.

It's like after that happiness,
You'll feel even worse than before.

Because only then you'll realise,
You can never get back

That same feeling

of Happiness

Anymore.

We all have changed,
The world is always changing.


/ But I,
am going nowhere,


/ Forever the constant, /
// Forever redundant.

have you ever sat down for hours, doing nothing but think?

when words run dry /
sometimes i just want to cry.

Leave behind a

future unseen

as glass as

clear

accumulating wants

and never being good to you

I can't be there

as is any place my own

a face should be special
closed and buried (in your arms)

your name,

gone with the wind.


and when all is lost,
only emptiness remains.

all that ever mattered,




insignificant,
like a star


by any other name.

I can remember
the very first time we met
my heart skipped a beat.


It's already 2011. It's been a while.

and then all that i can do
is to sit here missing you
i'd daydream about being in your arms
protected from all dangers and harms
oh baby can't you see
it's with you i wanna be
just like how the sky is blue
my love for you is true.

It helped me forget
All about you
Maybe temporarily
Maybe forever

How we danced
As if the world was never going to end

And then I fell into your arms
Oh how nice you smelt

And how you put your hands around me

It was as if you were trying to protect me.

I once thought that the key to feeling happy is to see you happy.
I tried so hard to make you happy, to satisfy you, to give you love.

Yet all I got in return

Was



Nothing.

Then I realised,
I could depend on no one else
but myself.