i've been dreaming of being so close,
just right next to you.
and it just felt so right,
i couldn't believe it was true.

then you took my hand,
and smiled at me.
i felt my heart being faster,
at the gorgeous eyes i see.

i wrapped my arms around you,
and hugged you really tight.
the sky was beautiful,
on a beautiful sunday night.

if this wasn't heaven,
i don't know what else to say.
a love that went my direction,
a love that came my way.

as i looked around,
it was only you i found.
my true friend,
you held my hand.

you showed me what love is,
and taught me to be His.
happy memories i shared with you,
cheered me up when i felt blue.

nothing is forever, you say,
soon it'll be the day.
soon i'll be leaving you,
it's all God's will.

as i walked away,
you knew i wanted to stay.
this is not a lie,
it's just hard to say goodbye.

the day will come for us to part,
how i wish i'll never go.
till then we'll meet again,
i know i will miss you so.

but baby don't say goodbye,
this is not the end.
everytime you feel lost and lonely,
remember me as your friend.

i'll stand by you,
through good and bad.
i'll dry your tears,
when you feel sad.

i'll remember you,
baby you know that's true.
i love you till the sky turns green,
and the grass turns blue.

someday you'll know,
our friendship can never end.
i'll lend you a shoulder,
i'll lend a helping hand.

i never smiled
until the day i met you
i can never laugh without you
this is the way i feel
deep inside

everytime i tell you these
three words and eight letters
you just laughed
and shrugged it off
you never knew that
i meant all those words
which came straight from
my heart

i have this desire
the desire to hug you
but when i see you
i don't want you to know
i don't want you to see
that i want you
to want me

i think of you
i miss you
all the time even though you're
just by my side
those awkward moments we had
how i wanted more
just a little more of you

i count the number of days
we spent together
the number of times
you made me smile like i meant it
the number of times
you made me laugh
but they were uncountable

also
my love for you
is
definitely

endless.

remember my name,
remember my face.
remember me,
for i'll leave without a trace.

i want to remain in your memory,
and be missed.
i want your hug, your love,
i want to be kissed.

try again, you tell me,
but there's no second chance.
i turned my head around,
and took one last glance.

come what may,
we'll carry on.
the time will come,
after i am gone.

to love and be loved,
is the greatest of all.
therefore im leaving,
in this heavy downpour.

all those words i said to you,
i never meant them to be true.
i never wanted to leave your side,
im sorry that i lied.

i just need some time to think,
about the letter you wrote in ink.
i'll be gone so tomorrow,
i just can't take the sorrow.

baby i have to walk away,
you know i cant stay.
but its hard to say goodbye,
i just cant leave with a sigh.

and soon i'll be leaving,
hopefully i wont be tearing.
my love for you will never die,
there's no when or how or why.

we sat up there
staring blankly below us
with the cars passing by
for a second
it felt like time
had stopped
for us

we yelled our lungs out
only to find that
our voices got lost
in the wind
and in the cold
no one could hear us
no one could hear me
expressing my love

then you leaned in
and whispered softly
-baby i want you to want me
i laughed and stared at you
trying to hide my shock
but you seemed to realise

so you wrapped your arms
around me and said
-believe me its true
again i laughed
but i could only hear your voice
ringing in my head

so it was just you
and me
and the stars above

and i wanted to stay like that forever.

she doesn't deserve it,
he's too good for her.
life isn't fair,
but God is.

she doesn't deserve it,
she should not have achieved what she wanted.
the teachers aren't fair,
but God is.

she doesn't deserve it,
the pride, the honour and the glory.
the judges aren't fair,
but God is.

she doesn't deserve it,
all her friends around her.
we aren't being fair,
but God is.

Dear all, no matter what happens, just believe that God has a reason for doing everything. He wants only the best for you. Take it as a challange, not a punishment. Take things slowly. Don't blame others, don't blame yourself. God is fair to everyone. He has his own plans. Believe me, God IS fair.

it hurts to walk past you and not say hi
it hurts to hear those words coming out from you
it hurts to think about your hug
it hurts to think about your smile
it hurts to dream about you kissing me
it hurts to even look at you
it hurts to look away
it hurts to pretend that im happy
it hurts to see you online but not talk to you
it hurts to see your number in my phone book
it hurts to read your message over and over again
it hurts to say goodbye
it hurts to love you

so i wont love you
and repeat the same mistake.
ever again.

you thought i had forgotten,
everything single thing about you.
you thought i had forgotten,
how we met each other.
no i have not.

you thought i had forgotten,
the times we used to sit and watch the stars.
you thought i had forgotten,
the smile plastered on your face.
no i have not.

you thought i had forgotten,
the day you said those three words to me.
you thought i had forgotten,
the soft touch of yours.
no i have not.

you thought i had forgotten,
the day you left and never returned.
you thought i had forgotten,
how you hurt me deep inside.
no i have not.

-but im learning to forget.

its alright to be deaf,
so i wont hear your cries.

its alright to be blind,
so i wont see you suffer.

its alright to be sad,
so that you'll be happy.

its alright to be alone,
so that you'll feel better.

its alright to walk miles,
so that i can see your smile.

its alright to give up everything,
just to be with you.

when i think of you,
i think of the calm sea.
the clear blue waters,
behind that palm tree.

always so beautiful,
you just look amazing.
you are my number one,
my only king.

being with you brings great joy,
happiness, laughter and fun.
i love talking to you,
about anything under the sun.

never will i let you go.

never.

why did you have to go and make me cry,
for all that happened today.
"i'm alright, don't worry."
thats what you say.

but do you think i believed you?
for you don't sound alright.
i wanna see your smile again,
and talk to you in the night.

please, don't shed a single tear,
don't keep it all inside.
where's the happy cheerful you?
where's the you whom i confide?

if you need a hug i'll always be here,
and if you need a comforting hand.
i'll stand by you no matter what,
for you are my dearest friend.

i don't need a comforting hand,
not even a friend.
there's nothing i wish for,
i doubt i want you anymore.

i feel like dying,
without even trying.
i'm on the verge suicide,
while sometimes i just wanna hide.

i want to escape from reality,
and change my destiny.
i have learn to endure this pain,
while hoping for the day to smile again.

my life is falling apart.
well, just literally but it breaks my heart.
i don't wish to moan and groan,
now just leave me alone.

just screw me, i say.
but you wouldn't let me have my way.

i lay awake at 3am,
thinking of who we are.
ever since we met each other,
we have come thus far.

i love talking to you,
hearing your voice on the phone.
with you by my side,
i never felt alone.

you were my confidant,
my trustworthy friend.
when i had troubles,
a broken heart you could mend.

i long to hold your hand,
to feel your kiss.
soon i was in love,
it's you i always miss.

i've always wanted to see the real you;
my cyberlove.

do you believe in miracles?
do you want them to come true?
to mend a broken heart;
to lessen the pain.

do you believe in miracles?
yes i do.
now why won't you see the beauty of the world?
instead, you live in denial;
in darkness.

do you believe in miracles?
you have to,
only then it will show its true power.
if you do work hard for it.
you will achieve a miracle.

do you believe in miracles?
i'm sure you will one day.
soon, i hope you will stand up and say proudly,
"i do believe in miracles,
for i can and will create a miracle;
to make your dreams come true."

waiting by the railway track,
i saw a man carrying a bagpack.
i paced up and down,
and began to frown.

no lights were approaching,
only a baby wailing.
i tapped my foot impatiently,
trying to create a melody.

so i sat on the bench,
trying to revise french.
a way to keep awake,
and for my results' sake.

i fell asleep without knowing,
and woke up when i heard something.
it was caused by the heavy rain,
also i've missed the train.

the last train home.

you were all so fine,
but i never thought of you as mine.
we were like close friends,
always hoping this friendship never ends.
i love the way you speak,
it makes my legs go weak.
now i wonder why i hadn't seen your beauty before,
when i did, i sure wanted more.
then came along this girl who had it all,
beauty, brains, and boy, she was tall!
then i knew you had her in your heart,
so i decided we had to part.
even though i had to endure the pain,
i'd still love to see your smile again.
soon we weren't speaking that much,
not even chatting online and such.
i missed you so, don't you know?
how i wish this feeling didn't grow.
now i'm living im denial everyday,
thinking of what i need to say.
i'm in agony, i'm in pain, i'm blue,
just because i'm here without you.

but what i didn't know was that -
you loved me all along.