i don't need a comforting hand,
not even a friend.
there's nothing i wish for,
i doubt i want you anymore.

i feel like dying,
without even trying.
i'm on the verge suicide,
while sometimes i just wanna hide.

i want to escape from reality,
and change my destiny.
i have learn to endure this pain,
while hoping for the day to smile again.

my life is falling apart.
well, just literally but it breaks my heart.
i don't wish to moan and groan,
now just leave me alone.

just screw me, i say.
but you wouldn't let me have my way.

i lay awake at 3am,
thinking of who we are.
ever since we met each other,
we have come thus far.

i love talking to you,
hearing your voice on the phone.
with you by my side,
i never felt alone.

you were my confidant,
my trustworthy friend.
when i had troubles,
a broken heart you could mend.

i long to hold your hand,
to feel your kiss.
soon i was in love,
it's you i always miss.

i've always wanted to see the real you;
my cyberlove.

do you believe in miracles?
do you want them to come true?
to mend a broken heart;
to lessen the pain.

do you believe in miracles?
yes i do.
now why won't you see the beauty of the world?
instead, you live in denial;
in darkness.

do you believe in miracles?
you have to,
only then it will show its true power.
if you do work hard for it.
you will achieve a miracle.

do you believe in miracles?
i'm sure you will one day.
soon, i hope you will stand up and say proudly,
"i do believe in miracles,
for i can and will create a miracle;
to make your dreams come true."

waiting by the railway track,
i saw a man carrying a bagpack.
i paced up and down,
and began to frown.

no lights were approaching,
only a baby wailing.
i tapped my foot impatiently,
trying to create a melody.

so i sat on the bench,
trying to revise french.
a way to keep awake,
and for my results' sake.

i fell asleep without knowing,
and woke up when i heard something.
it was caused by the heavy rain,
also i've missed the train.

the last train home.

you were all so fine,
but i never thought of you as mine.
we were like close friends,
always hoping this friendship never ends.
i love the way you speak,
it makes my legs go weak.
now i wonder why i hadn't seen your beauty before,
when i did, i sure wanted more.
then came along this girl who had it all,
beauty, brains, and boy, she was tall!
then i knew you had her in your heart,
so i decided we had to part.
even though i had to endure the pain,
i'd still love to see your smile again.
soon we weren't speaking that much,
not even chatting online and such.
i missed you so, don't you know?
how i wish this feeling didn't grow.
now i'm living im denial everyday,
thinking of what i need to say.
i'm in agony, i'm in pain, i'm blue,
just because i'm here without you.

but what i didn't know was that -
you loved me all along.