'Tis the season to be jolly,
I know it's something to look forward to.
Yet why can't I seem to smile,
My heart's bleeding for you.

To take, and learn to give,
And fake a smile with glee.
You can't feel my sadness,
Because you are not me.

Merry Christmas I say,
Yet nothing happy comes my way.

I'm holding on by letting you go.