i've been trying to find you
in someone else
i've been trying so hard
a little just too hard
maybe i should just forget
all about you
and try to love
everything that

isn't you.

-but i need time
to heal these wounds.

actually
it doesnt really matter whether you stay
or whether i get to take
one last look at you

just know that once upon a time,
there's a girl who loved you so much
that she was willing to give up everything
but you.