i love the pain,
i love the pain,
i love the pain,
i love ...

-forgetting everything else.

we used to talk everyday,
but now you have nothing much to say.
tell me that it isn't true,
that i don't mean anything to you.

i wish it was like before,
there's nothing i want more.
i want your love, your touch,
i want you so much.

you said you need to concentrate,
but for you i'll wait.
please don't push me away,
cos for you i'll stay.

you mean a lot to me,
you're my everything can't you see.
please don't ignore me,
i can't take this misery.

tell me lies, bring me to my knees,
tell me that I'm nothing,
but everything you need

Rain down,
Wash away my frown.

when you turned and slammed the door,
i knew you'd leave me once and for all.
we never had happy times,
we dont have a heartache.

ever since we became friends,
how i wish the world would end.
you broke your promise once and again,
we dont have a heartache.

you told lies about me,
and no one could ever see.
the joke you played was on me,
we dont have a heartache.

i wanted to end my life cos of you,
but then i realized my time's not due.
your not worth the pain,
we dont have a heartache.

you never caught my heart,
ever since right from the start.
so you would agree with me,
we dont have a heartache.

sometimes i wish,
that i was strong.
i used to think so,
but i was very wrong.

i wish i was young,
so i'll be like you.
i feel so confused,
but my feelings are true.

i wish we could start over,
and not let the memories haunt me.
it lasted for a while,
but i never felt so free.

i wish i was numb,
so that i'll feel no pain.
missing you and loving you,
well, i have nothing to gain.

i wish i was honest,
to tell you that i AM sad.
you broke my paper heart,
but i don't want you to feel bad.

i wish i didn't exist,
so you would be happy.
you got entangled in this mess,
all because of me.

sometimes i wish,
that i could press rewind.

-and tell you how much you mean to me.

i used to tell you,
how much you mean to me.
how you can make me smile,
but you refuse to see.

you don't believe me,
nothing seems to be true.
but it's just that simple,
i-want-you.

the best thing that happened,
is us being together.
i love your kiss and your touch,
the past seems to be a blur.

i thank God for your love,
there's nothing more i desire.
your love makes my heart beat faster,
baby you set me on fire.

you are my burning life,
the one that makes me whole.
i want to be with you forever,
and be wherever you will go.

the hardest thing
i'll ever have to do
will be to
tell you that
i love you no more

the hardest thing
i'll ever have to do
will be to
lie to you

to walk away

the hardest thing
i'll ever have to do
will be to


forget you.

none of us wanted this,
but nothing matters anymore.

you never knew
about the love
i felt for you
and how your gaze
sets my heart ablaze

everytime we meet
i feel my heart
beating faster
even if it was just
for a few seconds

i wanted to know
more about you
just a little more
more than your name
which is enough
to make me smile

then i heard about you
all about you
and her
i heard about
how you held a torch
for the girl so dear

the way it broke my heart
is like a paper cut
the cut is not very deep
yet it hurts

a lot.

i've been trying to find you
in someone else
i've been trying so hard
a little just too hard
maybe i should just forget
all about you
and try to love
everything that

isn't you.

-but i need time
to heal these wounds.

actually
it doesnt really matter whether you stay
or whether i get to take
one last look at you

just know that once upon a time,
there's a girl who loved you so much
that she was willing to give up everything
but you.

no one warned me about your smile
no one told me how
your smile can
melt someone's heart.

no one warned me about your love
no one told me how
your love can
make someone feel so light.

no one warned me about you
no one told me how
you could
steal someone's heart away.

love.

can happen anytime.
make us happy and carefree. to be with you
can create wonders; love! and be loved
in this lonely world


there's only one half that makes us whole;
and that other half

we'll have to find it by ourselves.

we walked past each other
we did not look up
after a few seconds
we realised who we just missed
so we turned our heads
and exclaimed
-oh, it's you

i look you in the eye
you stared back at me
i was speechless
you started talking
but then when you said
-hi, bye
i was reluctant to see you go
so i started stammering
you stopped walking
and turned back

you wished me
a happy birthday
i wanted to thank you
but you were gone

way gone.