'Tis the season to be jolly,
I know it's something to look forward to.
Yet why can't I seem to smile,
My heart's bleeding for you.

To take, and learn to give,
And fake a smile with glee.
You can't feel my sadness,
Because you are not me.

Merry Christmas I say,
Yet nothing happy comes my way.

I'm holding on by letting you go.

time check
11:11

now make a wish

i wish to grow old with you,
never to let you go.

My love for you's so real,
Maybe one day you'll finally see.
I just cannot take this torture,
I hate to see you walking away from me.

I wonder how's life without you,
Will I still be able to smile?

I realise I can't write nice poems anymore.

You tell me,
-Girl, I'm not the one for you.
Then I find myself
thinking
about what you have
said staring into
space.

But then I see
innumerable stars -
they shine forever. They
seem to be telling me that
I've loved you more than once,
and I find that
I still
do.

have you seen my prince charming?
i think he rescued the wrong princess.

this was where we all went wrong,
you promised me you'd never go.
but then you suddenly left,
so tell me where did i go right?

-lost my sense of direction
and i can't feel anymore.

my dearest you once told me,
there's just so much i can give.
but if i can't be the one to hold you,
baby i don't think i could live.

i trusted you with my heart,
i believed you in every way.
but now you're gone so far,
with nothing else to say.

so what should i do now?
there's no one to ask how.

- i feel your tragedy.