i never smiled
until the day i met you
i can never laugh without you
this is the way i feel
deep inside

everytime i tell you these
three words and eight letters
you just laughed
and shrugged it off
you never knew that
i meant all those words
which came straight from
my heart

i have this desire
the desire to hug you
but when i see you
i don't want you to know
i don't want you to see
that i want you
to want me

i think of you
i miss you
all the time even though you're
just by my side
those awkward moments we had
how i wanted more
just a little more of you

i count the number of days
we spent together
the number of times
you made me smile like i meant it
the number of times
you made me laugh
but they were uncountable

also
my love for you
is
definitely

endless.

remember my name,
remember my face.
remember me,
for i'll leave without a trace.

i want to remain in your memory,
and be missed.
i want your hug, your love,
i want to be kissed.

try again, you tell me,
but there's no second chance.
i turned my head around,
and took one last glance.

come what may,
we'll carry on.
the time will come,
after i am gone.

to love and be loved,
is the greatest of all.
therefore im leaving,
in this heavy downpour.