i don't need a comforting hand,
not even a friend.
there's nothing i wish for,
i doubt i want you anymore.

i feel like dying,
without even trying.
i'm on the verge suicide,
while sometimes i just wanna hide.

i want to escape from reality,
and change my destiny.
i have learn to endure this pain,
while hoping for the day to smile again.

my life is falling apart.
well, just literally but it breaks my heart.
i don't wish to moan and groan,
now just leave me alone.

just screw me, i say.
but you wouldn't let me have my way.